si arisona

envy


dear baby..dunno why..but ur mommy here lately always have the feeling of envy..towards everyone..while if I think it through..well I actually dont have to think it thru to know that I am blessed..i cant even count my blessings..there's too much of it..
Im going to have you in a shortwhile..that single thing still awes me..
I often feel glum..I think it's because I still can't believe I have the right to be happy..
well my conclusion is that I could not thank God enough for all this blessings..but I'll keep on trying..praising Allah SWT n hoping you my dear baby will be a better person than me..